long time

i figure it is about time that i post a new blog. nothing has changed except i find myself wanting, as of lately. it really sucks that i want things but i have no way of getting those things. on the up side i got a car 2 weeks ago for 200 and all it needed was breaks and roters which cost me 60 all together. yay. on the down side to this the person that i bought the car from has been driving me crazy about getting the title and making excuses. but i was driving it the other day and guess what i hit a pot hole and the tire goes flat and it is dark and the ground is all wet from the snow melting. so i get to change a tire in the dark hardly any light and i get to get all wet because of the water. hey i cant be to mad because at least i know how to change a tire thanks to my husband and his family. last week my mother and father in law left cheyenne wyoming to go to florida to take him to the cancer center. they have just got to his sisters house and are settled in then they take my dad in law to the hospital because he has a bad cough. come to find out he has a respitory infection. yuck. and are keeping him at the hospital for 24 hours. then when they release him they are heading to the cancer center to get everything started there. we are unsure how long they are going to be gone but are hoping that they help him get better while they are away. then yesterday we are at my brother in laws and we get home and one of our dogs had died while we were out.... i can only hold on to the hope that god never gives you more than you can handle, and sometime soon i will come out on the other side of this with everything ok, and maybe a miracle on the way i hope.