my fertility friend chart

this is my chart ya'll hope some sees this that can give me some advice. ok ya'll i have not had a period sense i think may of 2010. i started charting in November so that when i am able to go see a dr i will have something to show them. also we have been trying sense we got married in 2004 but more serious the last 5 years. i wish i knew what was going on i have no idea and just wish that i knew. thats all for now 

today not a good day

so yesterday i weighed and i have lost 5 pounds. tonight we are going to go over to someones house that i do not know to meet them for the first time my hubby knows the hubby and has yet to meet the wife i guess will be a good thing to meet new people. it is just really going to be hard because they have a baby that is one (i think) and she is pregnant with one on the way. i pray lord give me the strength to get thru the night with out feeling bad because i cant have my baby that i want. she is also going to cook somethin for us and i hope that they will have something that will be not to high in carbs as to not get us out of ketosis. i also hope that i keep losing this weight i still have 105 pounds to lose.  please lord please let me lose this weight. i am trying to learn what work outs i need to do to lose this weight.

diet weight job and plans

my hubby and i started the Atkins diet on Jan 15, 2011. when we started i weighed 245 my hubby weighed 280. i want to lose 110 lbs and my hubby wants to lose about 80 lbs. i want to lose that weight so that i will be in the healthy weight range for my height. and he wants to lose the weight so he will be in at a good weight to join the army. he is wanting to lose the weight by April so he will be able to join at the beginning of April. we made this decision is because we feel that this will be the only way that we will be able to make a living and have health care as well. i am OK with this because i love him and i know deep down that this is one of the 2 things that he has always wanted to do. i will be posting my weight and what i ate i will also post the exercises that i did on the days as well on Fridays.i hope that this will keep my accountable. i told my hubby the other day that i wish April was already hear so that if he is accepted in the army that we can get it over with. we have not spent a night apart sense we have gotten married almost 7 years ago. but then i look at it and say that i hope that time does not go by fast because i know that i am going to miss him so much. well that is all for today good night and sweet dreams to me.