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Monday, October 26, 2009

the start to a long juroney still in progress

my husband and i got married on July 20, 2004. i was 16 and he was 18 yes this is young but we knew through God that we were meant to be together for the rest of our lives. shortly after my 17th birthday we started to ttc (try to conceive). this did not happen although we tried and tried. i also still had insurance. we tried for a year and then i decided to go to the doctor and see what the problem was. the first time i went to the doctor the doctor and i talked the doctor then took blood and i went home no news yet. i then went back and got the results of the blood work and was told that everything was fine. also at his appointment i told the doctor that i had not had a period scene November of 2004. then the doctor set up an ultrasound to see what was going on nothing looked abnormal i was told. so we just let it be at that for another month i then went back to the doctor and i was told that even though i did not have any cysts on my ovaries that i had pcos (poly cystic ovarian syndrome). i was confused...... how can this be will i ever be able to have a child???? i asked the doctor and was told that it is possible but that i had to be on medication. he then put me on metformin. i was unsure why because i knew from my mother in law that this is a diabetic medication after the doctor told me that the blood work all looked fine. but i knew that the doctor had a reason. so i took metformin for a month and then went back to see if everything was ok. i was told that everything was fine. the doctor then prescribed me a drug that was supposed to make me have a period and still nothing so the doctor tried a higher dose. still nothing so we tried something different. this gave me a period and then the next month back at the doctor and he then said take the period drug and then 7 days after take clomid. nothing to my knowledge happened. :( so then the doctor had my husband do a seaman analysis. everything is normal they said..... i got to take one round of clomid do to loss in insurance covering this drug..... so then this had been 2 years and i was dropped from my insurance. so there was no going to see the doctor or any medication for me. scene then i have not been able to go to the doctor or anything. my husband and i keep looking to god and praying that our miracle will happen soon it is just hard to keep everything together especially when everyone around us is pregnant. including friends and my mother. this is very hard. but i know that through the grace of God our miracle will happen soon i have to or i will not be able to keep my eyes on god and the promises that he has made through the bible.